I hate adrenaline rush

The whole time you are high you are silly and out of control. You do things without thinking. You can’t sit down and finish anything. You are not productive and you have this huge ADD. But it feels so good when you are in it.

For the past two weeks and for unknown reasons, I’ve been in this punch drunk high state. It usually fades away after two days so I wasn’t worried at first. It’s when it lasted for a week that I started getting worried. The whole time I was in the rush, I have this impending feeling of doom on when it eventually subsides. The higher you climb, the harder you fall so to speak.

And that’s what happened.