That look

You know when you jerk your head towards some very hot member of the opposite sex that just walked past you? The involuntary way that you swiftly lock your gaze and your head to the direction of that person that breaks the smoothness of your movements before. Yeah that look that gets your significant other jealous which makes you beret your primal instinct. Yeah, that look.

Turns out, I’ve been getting that a lot lately. Coming from women I have to say that it must be some impact since they are supposed to be better than man at controlling these instincts. Add to the fact that I, as a man, are more insensitive to these type of things, the fact that I it’s pronounced enough so I notices it must mean something.

So what changed vs before? I’ve been spending an insane amount of money (compared to my previous standard). No, I don’t think that’s it. Or maybe it is. The money spent are the result of an epic internal debate that occured in which one side lost and the other side one. I’ve basically made a commitment to never cringe on buying something that is instrument to the production of stuff. I’ve made a commitment to become a maker of things.

I want to bring whatever that I imagine in my mind into reality and in so doing, I have become my own boss. Maybe that’s what people noticed. Just like the traveller’s aura that I noticed while backpacking. The glow is a result of being in command of my own destiny.