Signs of irritation

Everyone has a tail. Signs that shows irritation or discomfort when you are not perfectly aligned with the world. I am no exception despite great efforts to eliminate these tics. When I get irritated or annoyed, I tend to sigh alot (recently replace with exhalation) or shake my legs like crazy. On different occasions, I’ve been observed to use the table as tam tam. When I lie, I always have problem looking people straight in the eyes.

They are all perfectly logical reactions, at least to me, they can be easily explained. Sighing is an attempt to get rid of that heaviness I feel in my chest so that fresh air can get into my lungs and chill the boiling inferno that is inside. Shaking my leg represent my desire to do something, however, the situation does not allow me to exhaust my physical energy so I shake, in an effort to get rid of the excessive build up. Not able to look at someone in the eyes is pretty self explanatory. The day that I am able to do that is a day of reckoning. You can be sure that I’ve completely gone over to the dark side then.

In the past few days, I’ve observed myself exhibiting all the bad tics. Which is usually a sign that things have turned to the worst, but in reality, not much has changed. I have simply built up too much hype in what’s to come and in turn, had fallen hard when none of the efforts turned into fruition… yet.