I got sands in my eyes

Hey! Recently, I found myself often on the brink of tears. The funny thing is, I don’t feel embarrassed or ashamed of it. I love this new found emotion.

How do I put this in words. I don’t think the tears are because I am a weak punkass or anything. No, it has nothing to do with self pity. I believe they have something to do with finally being able to see greatness and  the moments of clarity in other people’s lives.

It feels great and at the same time weird. I am going through movies I’ve seen before and able to completely immerse in the storyline. I think it is because I can now shut off my analytical side so that I don’t notice these redundancy and corniness of all the story lines. I am able to believe the lie just long enough for me to feel what it is trying to convey.

Does this make sense to you?