Where did the time go?

Am I having a mid-life crisis? It feels as though my week just zoomed by and I don’t remember whether anything happened at all. It could be because I am settled into a routine again and I admit. The recent stresses of work drains me so much that I do nothing but eat and sleep at home during the weekdays. Weekends! Now thats when life actually happens.

My commitment to excellence has been faltering as well. I think the daily grind of the same thing is getting to me. Originally, I had planned to have several different major project going on at once so that none of my eggs are in the same basket. It’s a sound strategy of diversification, same thing I applied in investment. What I didn’t account for though, is that one major emotion in one project will affect all the others as well. You are essentially still the same person. Just like how the current sub prime mortgage mess is spreading to the major banks.

A week ago, I was in the happiest high. A week later, I can’t really say anything about happiness.