What I like…

“You’ll never get a Canadian girlfriend like this” She said

It was a shock first as I don’t understand why that is so. Then I realized: “Do I want a Canadian girlfriend then if that’s what they expect of me?”

Sadly, no. Looking back, I agree. I mingle better with people who doesn’t have this particular character, nor do they expect this particular type of behavior from me. The ones that intrigued me cared more about other things.

Have you ever stared at a piece of bread at night, wandered if tomorrow’s dinner will be better and realized just as soon that the answer is no? Surprising that that life was only a year ago. The night was raining when I decided to quit everything and took a chance to risk it for something better. I remember what I felt like that night… Scared. Relief. Sure of the road ahead. Now, I am confident, well fed, stressed and lost my way. I have grown muscles too, and finally realized that part of the reason why I was skinny was because I didn’t eat enough.
I am glad we exchanged our ideas. Otherwise, I’d never have realized this part about myself.