Revelation

I would say that the biggest turning point of my life, which also happened at the age of 18 as I shed the skins of a teenager into full independent adulthood, would be the start of my dance career. I have always thought that the top dancer's life are fairy tales filled with dumping, being dumped and picking up everything you have and moving to another country for a dance partner.

For the past few years I always struggled between giving it all out for dancing or having a career, when in one of my deep self searching meditations while baking under the sun beside the swimming pool, I realized that I have stepped acrossed the line without knowing it myself. The line of thought was simple, it started with money as it always has. Then I concluded that I must have a better job to support my dancing, as well as something challenging to stimulate my brain. Upon realizing this I took a path I never explored because the answer is so obvious to my sub conscious that I ruled it out as worthy of exploring as soon as the thought is form. I examined why I am lacking money.

I am surrounded by people who ask me “Why is a guy with a university degree working here” and I am considering career advancement only because of the same reason. If I do not have that reason, wouldn't I be content with the simple life I'd have? It provide enough money to feed myself well, go out all the time and well fed with a nice apartment surely, without that great reason, I wouldn't even have the motivation to push past what is so comfortable. I don't have any alcohool problems or drug problems like my colleagues have so I would have no problem having spare money. Hell even at the speed I am spending my money right now I still managed to save up. 3k in bank, 2k in stock. Not having an addiction rocks.