I need a slap

I am constantly worried about money cause I am barely making it through months. The stress of having to struggle with my own conscious everytime I buy coffee, purchased groceries that are slightly higher quality or having chicken for dinner.

I reuse the god damn ziploc bags!!! Sometimes I want to cry. I can't keep up with the expenses that my dancing is costing me. I can't deal with getting to work everyday feeling crappy, sweaty and tired after a 3 hour dance practice. I don't want to wake up everyday at 8 am and not get home till 1 am in the morning anymore.

Most of all, I want to talk with someone who leads the same life.

I feel so anti social and I've only slept 2 hours last night.