Apartment hunting

During these past few days, I've seen apartments that wowified my mind for hours and end. I could not help but think about living there.

But the current financial situation prevents me from doing that and I hated that thought. Again, I have to compromise. I am tired of toughing it out and am ready to start enjoying the finer things in life. NOW at this MOMENT.

At least the one that we are going to sign the lease with has a large room. Bigger than anything I've lived in so far.

If i didn't dance I know I could've afford my dream apartments. Just being in there makes me feel different. It's relaxed, soothing. Instead of crammed up cluttered. Which has always been what my room feel like due to lack of space.

It'll be far away from downtown, near metro beaubien. I won't be able to practice as much but hey, let's see what life takes me. I don't really care that much about dancing anymore. I am going to blame it for me not being able to have fun in life.

I mean… c'mon. 300 per month just for lessons. Not including the competition fees, shoes, costumes makeup. FARK