Am I a disgrace?

Looking at all the familly members around the competition floor, I suddenly became jealous of all these people. They got someone here to support them. Cheer them on when they are down, warn them when they are too snotty. Be their social connection to some other parents.

No, my parents can never survive in this environment cause they won't know how to socialize. I think it's better if they don't come anyway.