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I feel like I am stuck in life. The efforts I put in to improve and build all end up to be nothing. I can feel my heart coming up my throat everytime self pity kick me into a mood that makes everything pointless and each of my efforts in vain.

Or maybe not. I will be getting a $250 dollar phone from a friend for free!!! Now I can have a cell phone to receive my job interview phone calls… or find out the lack of people calling me for an interview. Whichever, at least I will know for sure which it will be