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I am more and more in tune with my geek side now. More comfortable to talk about technologies and play computer games with people who enjoys the same. For ages, it has been looked down upon and geeks don't really fare well in school as they are constantly the center of jokes and abuses.

I would never be able to arrive at this level of comfort with my natural geekiness have I not achieved such great heights in my other area of life… my other personalities. Those who dismiss me because of this part of my life will actually be doing me a favor and save me the time of filtering people out.

For a while, I've been asking myself, of which of the personality that I have is the actual me? Which of me, it the 3 completely different life styles that I lead is the true self? The revelation came when I realize that the person I am, exist behind the struggle, this is why, I can never be just one of them. At the same time, I am forced to seek out a person with the same struggle.