war

Tonight, I am going to lay down in my bed and make war with my inner demons.
And there's a new goal in my life. I am going to seek out like minded person to challenge my own mind with and surround myself with such people… I realize that I cannot find such a person in this culture. For never, did I encounter anyone that has something that I want to be. Well I did, but they don't live in Taiwan.

This place has nothing that I want. Nothing that I want to reach for except money and I've gotten over that a long time ago.

Then why am I staying? Good question. There's a gut feeling that I need to stay. It's a training of something about me… but what? So elusive, so hidden.

Well, sub-conscious, you ready for the hell ride? Let's go to bed.