"There must be something wrong with me."

“There must be something wrong with me.” I thought to myself as I sat in front of my computer, home at 6PM on an idle Saturday. No one to call, no one to chat with and no friend to go out with. I wondered how it came down to this, while a month ago I was so happy with so many possibilities… The worst of all was the fact that I didn’t even feel like getting out of the apartment and meet people.

A month ago… What did I do? I started pulling overtimes, started getting more and more responsibilities. Started realizing that the awesome and comfortable lifestyle of university will never get back and that I didn’t take advantage of it when I had the chance. I started dancing with my current partner and I started working out. A month ago, I started a series of change to improve myself and it all came crashing down. I feel the life’s been drained out of me.

There must be something wrong with my personality that I can’t see, but others can. I just don’t fit in anywhere.