The worst feeling…

Rejection…
Which is the ultimate lure. Ever since we are small, we've been brought up with this idea where if one works hard enough, one will get what one work hard for. However, it is not the way with anything human related.

The most important thing I am learning from my recent adventures in Montreal society is that the only way to not let it affect you is to laugh at it and continue on.

But it's hard on my self esteem, when everyone around me is already established, while I am still getting around being rejected by everyone. I need to have these annoying little life things settled first so I can work on more important aspect of my life and chase after interesting projects I want to do.