talk

It is true that one must not class people in life, there is no one who is better. But it sure is awesome talking to intelligent people.

The first statement stems from our cowardness. The second from my own preference. People that I consider dumb, have, in their own right, their own smart ways in different areas of life. This is the settlement I've reached with myself. Otherwise I'd end up hating the world.

“What if, there isn't so much things you'd want to do? Would you stay focused to engineering?”

“About communication with people, what do you hoope to achieve with human contacts? What goal do you have?”

Questions I have not thought about and questions that opens up another can of worms. If there isn't so much thing I want to do, I'd stay focused in engineering for sure. I have reached the way I am today due to the numereous other activities that I actively sought out to do. Part of my charm are because of them, removing them, the reaching of them, the internal struggle of them and I would not be me.

What do I hope to achieve with honing in my skill for interhuman communications? What do I hope to achieve by building a large network of people and contacts. After slashing my ways through the jungle of my mind. money, love, admiration, power, it came down to one simple fact. Helping people. Helping myself.

It is great feeling lost again and without fear this time.