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Music, and dance. I've found the rhythm of linkin park and system of a down and my body can dance to it's beats.

It's as if I need to mentally grow past that, to mentally evolve to the next level in order to understand their music. Then dance… dance and dance and merge my life into dancing.

I can now express sadness, loneliness, rough life, toughing it out, hardship, confrontation and the feeling of nirvana in my dance, when before, it was only happiness, determination, fun and romance.

I feel as though, my life is seeping out from my dance, through the expression of all 10 dances.

I am clear on why I go back to Montreal now. Because I want to give it a final go at dancesport. Give it my last ditch effort to reach the top. I feel… I feel that my body is primed for it. Ready to leap like a leopard before a kill.