What's real

What is reality? It is the sensation of having finally completed an extremely challenging piece thinking that the rest of the day is going to be all uphill due to this success. Then you look around, trying to find someone to share it with. Only to see, people’s indifference stare, because what you’ve done, although a great achievement for you, is so insignificant for the greater picture that it is not worth getting excited about.

Then you get off work, heading towards the dance studio, thinking that dancing will cheer you up. It always did. And since you’ve broken the ice shield of your partner last time, it should be easier this time… You were wrong. Talking to her, was like trying to fish from a pond of wet cement. She responds with “not really” and “I don’t knows” to everything I ask of her. Even open ended questions…

I feel lost. It is so hard to bond with people, when you don’t know their culture, nor their humours and the vocabularly you have is limited. These are times, when i start to doubt if I made a wrong choice.