Turned around in circle

I end up deep into my thoughts again. Rethinking my strategies and my stubborness on what I want to do and what I feel ashamed of doing. My mistakes that I made before and the situation I am in. I am presented with a perfect opportunity, yet I was too stubborn to see it. I am lucky and I should take advantage of it.
I realized that I was afraid of the unknown. Afraid of something I never know before. Now the idea has taken root in my heart and I am willing to give it a chance.

Fortunately, I have the whole weekend to think about it.