Strange

Everything changed in one day and triggered by one little thing. I can feel emotions building up inside of me. Negative ones.
My chest hurts and life really looks disgusting. At times like this to a person in this situation, I would bring out the fact that the person is very lucky to have something else. Very lucky to be just alive etc. etc. As well as refer to the article about excusitis.
Well, fuck that. Those are good for the aftermath. The stabilization part is… lonely. All those fucking advices and wise words means nothing to me right now.