I feel

Utterly lonely today. Socially inept in this world, I lone for someone to talk to. My social circle is friggin’ small and I do not know how to express myself properly in this strange language. But then I think again, is it friendship I want? Or is it that comfortable feeling for being with someone who knows you inside out?

I got a new dance partner. She’s one of those girl who is pretty but I don’t have any romantic interest in. Then I started wondering, if I dance to find a lover?

All in all, it’s been one doubt after another. How do I take off this facade of me that automatically appears when I meet new strangers? GOD this feeling sucks. When can I start working damn it. I hate HR, they are always so slow.